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The Homefront

I wrote this one after seeing soldiers on campus being greeted by some students. What stays behind their eyes? “The Homefront” “He stares at the red, cracked earth while he thinks. He hears the call; it’s time to go to war. His feet march a cadence of fatigue, His red, cracked hands grip the stock of his gun. His rifle is almost too heavy now, Weighed down by the death he claims with hollow pride. Dead weight is the worst to carry they say. At his side a brother erupts in red, Fountains blasting forth, unstoppable, as The rat-tat of the guns blisters the air. He tries to piece his man back together But he can’t, there‘s no man left to save.” This is what his eyes say as we shake hands: No “thank you” can bring a brother back home.

A play, a play!

So I wrote this a while ago and just found it, thought you might enjoy it. Makes me seem witty eh? The Importance of Speaking about Ernest Setting:             Up-scale wedding reception at a fancy hotel ballroom Characters: Johnny- mid-twenties, tall, deliberately unkempt brown hair, dark clothes, classic handsome             Sarah- mid-twenties, beautiful, short, modern hairstyle             Cathy- Early twenties, short, long hair, slightly inebriated             The scene opens on the ballroom, there is a dance floor not far from the bar but it is not very crowded. Near the bar are two girls, Cathy and Sarah. As they are chatting Johnny enters the room and mills about until he approaches her. Cathy        ...

Thoughts right now

This was spur of the moment ideas that just came to me. These concepts embody what I want to write about, what I want to say to the world. More actual prose is coming next week, after finals. It's been a little hectic lately We are capable of so much more than we ever think we will be. The power inside of us in incomparable, and we don’t even know it. The capacity for great good and great evil is inherent in every one of us, but what unlocks that potential? Is it society? God? The universe? Or is it what we do each and every day? Our lives are built upon the visions and revisions of our lives, and what we are is more than the sum of our parts. Our history does not define us, nor does our present confine us. Our future frees us, and that freedom calculates to the true nature of our being: there is always redemption, hope, faith. We can be so much more than what we think we can be, but it’s up to us to work towards that goal. So what if she doesn’t care about you anymore. So wh...

Introducing..

A beginning for my story? Let me know what you think! Michael Carrington stood along the bluffs, watching as the washes crashed on the shore over and over. He thought about the raw power displayed a hundred meters below him, the clear line between land and sea as the two forces collided time and again. This was his favorite spot ever since he was young. He always felt that here was purity in life; two clearly defined powers that continuously clashed, never ceasing their battle. He imagined the two powers as armies, and he knew that was what he wanted to do with his life. He wanted to test himself, to find out if he was made of stronger stuff than his opponents. He longed fopr the chance to test his mettle and to truly know himself.                 Tomorrow was the day he would be sent off to boot camp, sent off to become a man (at least that’s what they say.) He would learn to become a gear in the machine...

Ruminations on the contemplations

The little details of our lives fade away into the crashing waves of our experience. They are lost, stranded at sea and never to come back. But the things they leave behind, that is all we have left. The fingerprints these people leave behind on our lives shape us into who we are today. We are a patchwork, a collage of the things we've done, the things we've said, the things others have said. Do not despair and weep over what was; realize that what happened was always meant to happen. What happened has given you a new perspective on yourself and those around you. What happened is an experience that will enrich your life beyond measure, good or bad. Find the goodness in every moment, because every moment has the capacity to inspire. She may not be coming back to you, he may not want you anymore, but it’s up to you to keep moving forward, to forge ahead and make yourself who you want to be. It is YOUR life, so start living it that way.

It's a sonnet!

"Weltgeist" You wake to a cold morning light, dull, frigid; A pallor has crept around your visage. The Ghost comes again, the world-spirit Crashing down on you, I can still hear it Draining, feeding, pulling from you your light. Where has it gone? You always were so bright. This world, this Ghost, has ever been a part Of all our many lives, and from the start It has been tearing us to shreds, but now It is time to rise up, to fight the Ghost And prove that we can survive and thrive, how Powerful we can be, and as a host Of humans, we must find the goodness, bow To the moments that will never be lost.

Self-reflection

“A Man Converses with his Self.” Mark sat down hesitantly, watching the other’s eyes follow his every move. He quickly scanned the strange room, discerning nothing more than the firm, oaken wood of the table and chairs. All about him was static, a blizzard of gray and white with a familiar hiss. He was deliberate in his movements, careful not to give anything away; shouldn't he know everything about himself? How poorly we understand ourselves when we get down to it. “Umm, hey,” Mark’s voice cracked from the strain. “Haven’t talked in a while have we?” he answered. “I guess I've been a little busy.” Mark gripped the warm wood tightly. “Too busy for your Self?” Mark’s eyes quickly flicked down. He knew he was right, he hadn’t had a true thought from his own head in months. Who am I becoming? His brain was filled with the musings of a culture that places little value in its vessels. Mark noticed he was watching. “I just have a lot going on. It’s hard bein...

Now and Forever

I stand out along the bluffs and the ocean beats across the rocks; in out in out in. The heartbeat of the earth. I feel her again, the waves pounding her memory into my head. The ocean beats its rhythm over and over, pulling me in. I fall, tumbling down to the rocks below. The journey down is a span of lifetimes as I am born again and again; in out in out in. I see the ocean’s foam. I see myself rising out like a god. I am eternal. We are all eternal. My head hits the rocks and my memories spill out, joining with the sea.  Her crooked smile.  Making breakfast.  Watching her walk out the door.  A woman begging for spare change. A dog without someone to hold his leash. A funeral of somebody I used to know. My parents arguing before the car hits us. Our wedding day that would never be, a fragment of a dream. The other man. My first bicycle. Realizing that she is the only one that I could ever possibly love, without knowing how I could love her. Watching the news detai...

Monsters

This idea cam,e up when I was watching all the sad social media posts at night and wondering why they always start being posted at midnight or so. Why late at night instead of during the day? Night time is when the monsters come out. They’re big and frightening, their long sharp claws gleam red in the moonlight. Some are covered in fur, some scaly. Each monster is unlike the other, except for their hunger. They prowl the town, swallowing people whole. They don’t leave anyone unscathed, and they never get full. Night time is when the monsters come out. I see them when I’m brave enough to look. They slink across the streets; their tails are swishing back and forth. Their mouths drip with saliva, waiting hungrily for their next meal. They growl and grunt, hack and cough, spit and curse. I shake as I watch them hunt, as I watch the people ground to bits between the monsters’ powerful jaws. Night time is when the monsters come out. They lurk in the shadows, waiting for someone to ...

just a start?

Michael Carrington walked the lonely streets, rifle slung firmly around his shoulder. His boots pounded a staccato beat, the only sound for blocks. It was a ruined city filled with ruined people, a canvas displaying the true nature of these boys turned men. Bullet holes peppered the walls, a tangible reminder of the anger that perforated the city. He stopped at the school. The entire building had been blasted apart, words he could not understand danced behind his eyelids. He was walking through the city when he came upon an enemy soldier, wounded and lying in the street. He watched as the man’s life bubbled out of him in great gasps of pain. He could smell the burnt flesh where a grenade had opened his gut. He watched as the dying man's' blood gurgled out of him, and all Michael could think of was a bottle of champagne being opened. He tried to hate the man but couldn't; everyone feels pain.  His hands trembled as he brought his rifle to bear, his stomach churning. The...